The Birthday Kiss
The
Bittles were the only family on the street with a built-in pool. So many of us
tried our best to stay on the Bittles' kids' good side so we could swim in that
pool all summer. But, since one of the boys was a bully, and the daughter was a
self-centered brat, and the third child, another boy, just kind of went along
with whatever his siblings suggested, it wasn't an easy, or always enjoyable
task. But, it was Mr. Bittle's birthday and most of the neighborhood was
invited to the party, so it didn't matter that day whether you were getting
along with their kids or not: the majority of the people on the dead-end street
were invited to his party.
Their
backyard was filled with people. I'd never seen that many people in their pool
at the same time. Most of the neighbors were there, except the Parkers, who were
a family of mentally-challenged adults rarely invited to any neighborhood
gatherings other than the annual block party thrown each year by the
Carowthers. But, my parents were friends with the Bittles, so we were
definitely invited. And the Bittles were friends with the cops in town, so many
of the town's ‘finest’ were there in their swimsuits. Even the chief of police
was there, along with his perverted son-in-law. And the booze was freely
flowing.
About
an hour into the party, Mrs. Bittle called for all of the females to form a
line heading toward Mr. Bittle so we could all give him a kiss for his
birthday. I had recently told my parents that Mr. Bittle wanted to put his
hands up my shirt to keep them warm when he took me on a motorcycle ride. And one day when I was with his daughter in
her bedroom, we had to lock the door and window to keep him out of her room.
She said he did it all the time. I had even gone to a priest and talked to him
about the incidents. He made my mom come in to speak with him, and I don't know
if the priest helped her find the solution, but I was told that my father had
offered Mr. Bittle's youngest son a cigarette in front of his father to show
disrespect towards him since Mr. Bittle had shown my father disrespect in
molesting his daughter. I was also told that Mr. Bittle would come to our house
on occasional Saturday nights for poker, and I was to act respectfully towards
him. While I was disappointed with how the situation was handled, I assumed
that the adults knew best—we were always told this anyway.
I
was in line with my mother to give Mr. Bittle a kiss. As we inched closer and
closer to the birthday star, I asked my mom if I had to give him a kiss. She
said that I didn’t, and it was entirely up to me to decide. So, although I was
the only female at the party no longer in line to kiss Mr. Bittle, I left the
line and took my place outside the crowd, which was common for me these days. I
don't remember
much of the rest of the party. I just
remember how damned long the line was to kiss the man who had molested me at
10-years-old, his 12-year-old daughter, and a 16-year-old neighbor, who
insisted she was happy since he was giving her money to sleep with him. I was
glad my mother left the decision to me that night. She showed me that adults do
no better.